Florida is off. I have to call him and let him know. I hate to think it has come down to my own decision, but its true. I wanted to visit so badly, but i just cant afford to now. It is for my own good. I dont want to be someone's option. I called him last night after Emily's but he couldnt talk of course and so now i have to call him some day. though he knows im not coming. its obvious why im not. :(
Holidays passed. Emeril Lagase. Watched March of the Penguins last night with Emily. Snow fell last night and i took pictures this morning. Trying to think of ways to change my life. I should be a lot happier, more often.
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